Menjadi orang dewasa akan selalu sepaket dengan kewajiban belajar menghadapi setiap badai sendirian. Terutama saat belum berpasangan. Terutama saat satu per satu teman-teman dekat sudah sibuk dengan hidupnya masing-masing. Terutama saat kita tidak lagi punya energi untuk menaruh kepercayaan yang begitu besar kepada orang lain bahkan hanya untuk sekedar bercerita.
In many times, i wish there was someone i can be with to share anything. But i also know that, everyone will be alone eventually. That makes me scared to be that closer with anyone because im scared they will leave me someday. It sucks. And it makes me more looks sad because i keep looking for the someone that can make me better and ended up with disappoinment bcs the only one i have now is myself. Everyone is busy with their own wounds. So we have to learn to handle it by ourselves.
I hope there will comes a day when we don't need to face everthing alone. When we finally trust someone to be share anything with.
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